when waves of 'I wish...s,' ' could'vs' and 'would'vs' and 'should'vs' are threatening to engulf me...
and all my little successes are looking microscopic....
and as it always happens....just when I'm on the point of going under, this came to my rescue:
There is no failure except in no longer trying. There is no defeat except from within, no insurmountable barrier except our own inherent weakness of purpose. - Elbert Hubbard
I can sort of feel my spirits picking up...